Fuck Yeah FTMs!

Sometimes my partner and I do closet cosplay and take Topless Tuesday pictures. <3333 We’re adorable. Don’t even deny it.

She’s Brooke and I’m Jay.

happy topless tuesday! :-)

xxxx

I’m Josh, and I like bubbles. 

What up, it’s Ben. Submitting a little late topless Tuesday I suppose. Some friends and I decided to go sun ourselves out on campus and figured why not do it topless? I’m now two weeks on T and couldn’t be happier. :)

Hey its Aaron, i’m 18 and pre everything, looking for friends so come talk to me!

Cameron. 17 and pre everything. Pansexual/gay and single but probably not for long. It had been a while since I submitted so here ya go! 

Danni/FTM/Bisexual/Pre-everything

Get to know me ;3

Hey guys, its Mason.
Its Tuesday and im topless. c:

Also if there is any guys out there looking for an extra small binder give me a shout, id be happy to trade it for a small but if not, its all yours. Just send me a message telling me a bit about yourself and ill choose someone to give it to.

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Hi chaps.

It’s me again. Been here before a few times, now. I can’t really post this sort of thing on my own tumblr for obvious reasons. I have some steam I need to let off to people who understand. Tumblr therapy is the best kind.

My life is a mess. Some of you might know that from my last post I made here. It’s maybe not so much of a mess compared to some of the other lads on here (whom, by the way, I respect a huge amount and always look up to), but a mess all the same.

Recently, I’ve got myself into some trouble.

I’ll describe it as simply and as briefly as I can. About five months ago, an associate of mine got the idea that it was funny to draw doodles of me in a dress and so on, and then wave them about. A friend and I quickly told her not to, and explained the full details as to why. It might be good to note I am not out and probably won’t be for a number of years, since I attend a girls’ school. Naturally, my associate apologised, understood what for, and never did it again. It was great. Recently we got into a tiff about something silly, and I went home chuckling. I thought it was one of those joke-fights that people have with their pals sometimes.

I recieved an email from her.

This was in it.

I know I won’t need to describe the types of things I felt or did because of this. But every time I lay eyes on it I can feel myself shutting down.

What can I do? I don’t know anything else I can do but bite the bullet each time a tsunami wave of the dysphoria comes crashing down onto me. My close friend had a word with her about it and what it meant to me, along with some of the things I’ve been doing to deal with it, but she still hasn’t been able to grasp the gravity of this.

I just want it to stop. Make it stop. I can’t look her in the eye without being reminded of it and getting this horrid, gaping feeling in my stomach. She doesn’t understand why I’ve stopped talking to her. I want to talk to her, but I can’t. It’s the truth I really, really, really, can’t. I’ve been dealing with bouts of dysphoria for the past few years but this has been the worst by far.

What’s more, another close friend of mine has started to treat and percieve boys differently to the way she used to. She knows about my gender difficulties and has done for a long time, and she’s always treated me just right. I apologise if this sounds stupid, but she’s been treating me as if I really were one of her male associates. I was so happy. But now she’s changed. That’s fine, because people do. But she’s left me in the rough. She treats “real boys” completely differently and has a strange attitude towards them. I understand this is her nature and I don’t blame her for it, it is in myself where the problem lies. It’s because whilst she behaves like a ‘girl around boys’ when with male company, I feel as if I’ve been turned back into ‘silly old sophie with her silly old problems’, and it’s getting me down. Like I said, I don’t blame her one jot, it is in myself where the problem lies, so I am asking for your advice. Is there anything I can do to deal with it without necessarily having to come out to anyone other than her?

I could go on and on, but I really feel as if I’ve spoken to much about this already. Thank you so much for the time you spent reading this, I look up to everyone here an insane amount and you are all incredible.

If you have any solutions to the two problems I’ve got up there, or a message you’d like me to pass on to my associate who sent the email,  then please message me. Anything will be much appreciated.

My ask box is here.

You lot are superb. One day I may even have the courage to join you.

- Jacoby (or Jack)