oh hey its Sky actually scrap that i’ve been...

Thursday, February 9, 2012

oh hey its Sky actually scrap that i’ve been wanting to change my name since being out but thought it could be too complicated with everything else and luckily i already had the genderless name - Skyler

but here goes anyway

Hey im Hunter (i think??!:P) its been too long since i’ve posted here unfoutunatly i was hit with sm pretty bad deppression and tried to end my life

anyway, a lil update im still with my wonderful girlfriend Priyah De chiara ( the one who i had doubts about as she’s straight and im pre everything but she shouted at me that i am a man so there was no isssue) shes so beautiful im still scared im pushing her

im such a headfuck

college is going ok not sure on being a tattoist anymore i knw i want to pierce and do tattoo designs im thinking photography should be in my career too

its really bugging me how people think its correct when they say oh its a girl that WANTS to be a boy. i means seriously who u calling a girl-_- and i sure as hell dont want to be a 17 year old boy with 2 arch nemisses (society and dysphoria) with an added battle of transistion. Ok you may mean well but :’@ actually its incredibly offensive and really flippin stupid but ive blogged about this on my tumblr page.

I’ve ordered a new binder from t-kingdom, underworks is giving me too much hassel, ive also orderd an stp packer and mr right ;) nervous but exited for them:)

i’ve noticed something im wondering if any of you guys have found the same thing, when i came out it felt amazing cause i’d finally discovered my self and could be it, i didnt care for op or any of that i was a boy with a female anatomy thats how i’d seen it since i was a toddler within about a month of being out society had already corrupted that way of thinking and i decided on hormones then hormones an full surgery. mmmm grr to you sociecty you feed my bully dysphoria.

on the up side my love is going to stay at my place for valentines i’ve realised even though im deep and v.loving im crap at romance :o soo i’ve been reading books and i think i get it xP hehe. Im going to sweep her of her feet this valentines.fact.

erm i’ve gone back to my mohawk, tho i want to grow my fringe back out now i miss it far too much im a fringe flicker and i need my fringe :’)

passings getting a little better which makes me feel a little more comtable rather then the obbsession to TRY and be smfin i am :s

as usual i have bored you too tears, so sorry there wasnt more intresting stuff in this and instead spelling errors, minds not all there at the moment, need to find the boy i was as a child - he’s the one that could of been a man.

hope all’s good, bye brah’s